first time aft 2yrs 3mths im so rude to my superior.

felt so dishearten.

w0w w0w w0w!!!

busy busy busy~~~

tired tired tired...

w0w that i really enjoyed myself to the max during my 5days of leave for my bdae.

busy that aft my leave is x'mas n so damn busy at work.

tired that so busy at work till these few days only get 4-5hrs of slp.

19dec.

first day of my leave.

dear came n picked me up aft his work ard 1900.

we went pai pai to huan tai sui at the temple near my hse.

20dec.

went genting for 3d2n short holiday for my bdae with dear this yr.

(:

we took coach at 0730.

reached genting at 1530.

waited to check-in and finally got our room at 1730.

we spent the rest of the night walking round the whole genting.

indoor theme park.

on our way to the ourdoor theme park to check it out first.

overview of the whole genting.

n finally had our dinner at merrybrown!!
which had already extinct at sg!

we went to visit the casino.

omg~

its scary..

ppl can just simply throw RM1000 to bet.

within a sec.

either gone or u'll get a little richer.

like freak lor.

i would rather use the money to shop till i drop than its gone in a sec.

really..

i think nv ever now n in the future i will gamble like tat.

perhaps im not tat daring enough.

whatever it is.

NO NO NO!!

who the the freak to invent gamble this thing?

-.-

thanks dear for spending my very first moment of my 22nd bdae with me.

(:

oso thanks to those who actually rmb my bdae n wished me.

loves!

(:

loon.

tirta.

shan.

iris.

yun.

shin.

june.

nia.

haffis.

fiza.

i do realised the older i get.

the lesser ppl wished me.

hmm its ok lahh.

(:

21dec.

day 2 at genting.

our breakfast buffet.

proceed to theme park!

=DD

we only spent RM44 to enter the theme park for 2person!

cheap right?

we got technique de.

hees!

=p

space shot.

dear's first ride.

at first im scared.

so i waited at the side to see him took the ride.

i even took the video of the whole ride!

but in the end i took the ride too.

coz if nv take its like wasted gg to theme park nv try those interesting rides.

its fun and exciting.
abit scary too.

haas!

pirate train.

kind of lame.

-.-

lols.

spinner.

1 of my fav!

we took more than 3times!

its real fun.

must try!

dear took the ride alone later in the night.

i dont dare coz its real damn freaking cold.

i scared if i take the ride and spin spin spin on top i will get frozen.

lols!

=D

flying coaster.

another MUST TRY!!

shiock ahh!

(:

dinosaurland.

interesting.

n i nearly drop my camera while taking the pic which he's at the bridge.

arghh!

my heart nearly dropped out!

matahari.

it means sun.

yupp the name for the ride is 'sun'

maybe it look like sun ba.

but to me like sg flyers.

haas!

we took it twice.

once during the day.

once during the night.

different feeling.

different temperature.

at night its much much more colder!

x'mas @ genting.

(:

we took crazy space lab n pirate ship too.

we didnt manage to try all the rides due to weather conditions.

not a rides are in operation.

the most angry thing is...

i cant take the go kart!

due to height requirement!!!

argh!!!

-.-

some random pics taken at the park.

(:

at the end of the day..

bye theme park...

):

afterall..

we really enjoyed.

had a wonderful bdae at the theme park.

(:

22dec.

day 3 at genting.

last day.

not a happy day.

coz leaving genting.

which means my holidays ending soon liao.

):

had the same breakfast buffet.

den walked ard and had shopping.

checked out at 1200.

while our coach back to sg is at 1500.

so we went starbucks for a drink.

had their signature hot chocolate.

slacked till 1430.

and preceed to the bus terminal.

bye genting...

):

reached home at 2300.

tired and knock out halfway uploading n colllaging photos.

-.-

23dec.

last day of my leave.

woke up at 1400.

thanks dear for driving me to centrepoint despite the stupid orchard road jam due to xmas season.

coz i need to get key as im working opening on 24dec.

den went ard bugis area to get his bike's stuffs with his friend.

den went to srg his workplace.

den we went to bedok to have our dinner.

(:

i really love the 5days we spent tgt.

i dont wish to talk abt the past.

wat matter most is future.

loves!

(:

24dec.

back to reality.

back to work.

xmas eve.

was so damn busy.

i worked frm 0630.

i went home 2230.

O.o

reached home straight away knock out~

25dec.

xmas day.

worked at 0700.

tired ahh!

slp for 4hrs nia.

had redbull bought frm louise.

both of us are real tired.

cant tahan.

i went home 1800.

reached home too tired to have my dinner.

knock out once again.

26dec.

boxing day.

worked at 0700.

still not enough slp.

louise n me had redbull again.

lols.

i went off at 1700.

went to marina to meet fadz.

damn long nv meet up le.

den went over to raffles city to meet nia.

den we went to esplanade to slack till 2000.

tired ahh~

tmr working at 2pm.

wana go slp now to replanish my sleeping time!

nights all!

ciaos!

(:

its really all memories.

i really miss all the ppl and those days alot alot alot..

i rmb very clearly wat happened last yr's today - 16dec2008.

how they celebration my bdae.

how they surprise me with the bdae cake.

thanks pakcikk for bringing me into the chiller asking stupid qns like "wats the expire date for the lettuce ar?"

with ur stupid earpiece which u're actually calling n communicating with the rest!

haa =D

wat present they bought for me.

im touched till i cried.

coz i was just kidding saying i like it.

nv ever expect they will buy it for me!

thanks!

(:

its like just happened not long ago.

its still so fresh in my memory.

but actually its 1 yr alr.

n the day aft - 17dec2008

james called me telling me he is transferring out.

i just cant believe my ears.

n now..

louise is always talking to me abt cath.

hmm actually i agreed with her.

if i compare haffis and cath.

its really very big diff.

1 sky 1 ground.

i worked with haffis when he just got promoted.

i start working with cath aft 3-4mths she got promoted.

i dont noe wat to say.

but i think cath shld work more den wat she is doing now.

louise gave me her projection on me.

Q4 of 2010.

can i make it?

i hope so.

now i think i shldnt have the eagerness to get promoted.

coz i dont wana be a "dont noe anything 1st asst"

(:

argh!!!

its just not my day for the past few days!

-_-

fri..work graveyard..

went back to work aft 2 off days.

read comms book..

one thing.

y suddenly i felt cath is like gg against me?

saying i nv put up cafe n dk sales projections.

cafe ok my job..

dk?

oso me?

kind of wth..

suddenly im thinking wats the meaning of teamwork?

i find the word 'teamwork' is bullshit!

since i didnt put up.

must be im busy n overlooked.

cant she just help me do tat simple job?

n i'll appreciate it lots!

instead she picked on me for not doing tat!

arghh!!!

another thing..

y cath always pin point on my sales projection?

its not the first time alr.

i did as per louise's instructions.

louise - my restaurant mgr

cath - my 1st asst mgr

who shall i listen to?

of coz louise!

i was so damn fed up!

i told louise abt this.

n i told louise help me talk to cath wat im doing is as per her instruction.

not i anyhow project the sales!

n hor if i nv do wat louise expecting.

she will come and scold n nag me long b4 cath make noise.

arghh!!

really wth.......

one more thing!

cath can tell me 1 of the part time crew cant work for the whole mth of dec while dec is halfway gone.

n i did my crew schedule for 3weeks of dec le.

really nonsense!

im really really FED UP!!

n i comms back BIG BIG!!!

arghh!!

another one more thing!!

suresh act clever go anyhow changed the crew's shifts with stupid reasons.

i really feel like telling him.

"if u like to change shift for the crews, n if u think doing crew schedule is simple, i handover to u lahh"

again its not the first time.

hmm..

i just dont like ppl changing shift aft i had done my crew schedule.

its like my hardwork.

n doing crew schedule is really NOT EASY.

i just feel they are like over writting my right.

arghh!

hais..

see!

so many things happened aft i came back frm 2 off days n starting of my shift.

totally no mood during the rest of the night!

-_-

sat..worked graveyard too..

got sabo-ed by lucky plaza!

made me had to do a FREE DELIVERY at 1am!!!

i called up lucky plaza.

scolded n screwed the mgr upside down!!!

coz i was really very the damn angry!!!

aft scoldings.

i realised she is the 1st asst mgr.

wat kind of 1st asst lor.

like tat i oso can become 1st asst!

-_-

now i blacklisted lucky plaza.

ever im on shift they call up need help or anything.

N-O!!!!

these 2 days worked graveyard really made me high blood pressure.

argh!!!

ytd sun off.

nv meet him coz he claimed he got sthg to do.

fine.

i slept one whole day.

till night i woke up n msn with june.

haa!

the both of us havent had dinner.

we met up at chomp chomp.

tgt with chui teng, loon, hung ming and michelle.

(:

and i met zhao n his gang there.

lols.

=D

today worked 1130am.

starting of shift.

crews giving attitudes.

i really got the urge to shout at them.

"u all very clever u all become mgr n run the shift lahh!"

idiotic crews!

n crews giving me black faces.

fine i dont care and i dont give a damn!

abt evening i think i got food poison.

diarrhea.

running toilet in and out.

hais.

hope tmr i'll be fine and can do my crew schedule.

coz i got no more off days for this week to do liao.

reached home had medicine.

alittle better only..

anw..

thanks pakcikk (:

alrighty..

i wana go slp n rest.

hope for better tmr.

(:

back frm dinner with yun and june!

at kovan hk cafe.

(:

shan, edwin and LEROY joined us!!

he is really the combination of the 2 of them!

duh!

lols!

=D

he is real cute..

hees..

ps: shan..i wont wait for leroy..get ur leroy wait for my future daughter instead k?den we'll become in-laws?..i cant imagine if it really happened one day... LOLs =D

this time let me be the hardworking one to upolad photos?

haas

our dinner..

LEROY~

yun & june belated x'mas exchange gifts (:

omg~

im kind of get back to my old habit of shopping online!

gosh!

tempted to 1 of the newest updates of bonito dress!

=P

suddenly rmb james' bdae oso on dec.

msg haffis asking when's the date.

n he told me its 4dec.

-_-

forget it den..

next yr den wish him ba.

lols.

=D

hmm..

dont ask me again to go zouk out.

i tot i told u clearly y i dont wana go..

y do u still ask me again?

this time...

i wont get tempted again...

ya i noe i promised u all lotsa mths ago to go with u all.

even beginning of nov i told louise 12dec i work opening n 13dec let me go off.

she refused.

till end of nov louise came back to me n said 12dec can let me work opening.

but 13dec i might need to work.

i told louise "its ok..just let me work..im not gg zouk out le.."

she was shocked n asked me "y?? i heard haffis gg lehh..."

"ya of coz he's gg..sthg happened n im not gg le..just schedule me work can le"

well..

i think u all might not noe..

actually he's the good guy n im the bad girl..

i used to sneak out late in the night hang out with them without him noeing..

be it gg out for supper or even clubbing.

perhaps tats the life i used to hoping for..

but now?

dont noe y suddenly i felt tired le..

dont want those life le..

i wana be his guai guai girl.

perhaps aft so many quarrels i finally realised he is more impt den me enjoying life ba..

am i stupid?

i think i am..

i had lessen the times hanging out with them..

i dont noe whether u realised or not.

but me myself i knew it clearly.

(:

all of u asking me hows me and him.

i really dont noe.

dont noe wats the status now.

i just wana stay as wat and how we are now.

at least he still bother to call me.

at least he still bother to ans my phone call.

at least..

i noe he is still ard my life.

i wont wana think wat will happen next.

as long as i appreciate now.

(:

but of coz i hope to go back those lovely days.

coz i really miss calling u "dear"

):

yupp!

my bdae celebration stick to the old plan.

genting trip!

hope it will be a happy one and miracle will happen.

(:

not working again!

hees.

btw suresh just msg me whether i can take over his closing tonight..

i said nope!

got date with jies and leroy!

lols.

=DD

as wat i told my jies on tues.

wed(ytd) i gonna slp the whole day.

yes i did!

wahaha!

but still i went jogging at 6pm.

im not that lazy aft all k!

aft jogging bathed and had dinner.

watched tv.

played games.

talked to him on phone for 2mins?

went to slp.

and today!

woke up ard 1pm.

so bored.

played game.

changed my blog skin.

waiting for mum to come back frm work to bring my breakfast-cum-lunch.

=p

yupp!

finally my mum got a job aft her fell..

it had been 5mths she's jobless.

i really felt damn stress during these 5mths.

now i felt abit relieved.

(:

and waiting for time to meet my jies!

=D

ohh ya!!!

i met samuel!!!

on tues otw to work.

his working at orchard central.

just opposite where am i.

i have not been seeing him for..4yrs? 5yrs?

yupp damn long le.

and he's still the same..

lols.

he asked to go over wat he's doing now.

den i told louise abt it.

she told me to be careful coz skali his company close down again.

lols.

see how lahh..

just say say only..

=p

finally..

we sisters reunion (:

loves!

ytd was my 22nd bdae celebration with my jies.

and oso xmas celebration.

our styles.

xchange gifts with one another.

yupp this yr is kinda early..

coz xiu flying off to beijing for 3weeks..

iris gg on cruise.

sadly yun fell sick cant join us.

as usual shin did not join us.

HAPPILY shan join us!

(:

we went tiong bahru and had lao beijing for our dinner.

i really felt so loved last night.

not the presents i got.

but is the sistership tat we maintained till now.

LOVES LOVES LOVES!!!

<3

thanks jis for the agnes b pink card holder/mini wallet <3

thanks shan for the chomel earrings and necklace <3

and lucky me got xiu's xmas gift-pink organiser <3

ps: refer to lu's blog for pics =P

ps: xiu..i really felt sorry tat wat u got for ur xmas gift ):

ps: hoping for a FULL attendance gathering (:

im using his hp to post this.
kinda cool.
=p

Hmm..
Actually things went on smoothly since tat day..
But why?!!?
Its happened again??!!
I really hate myself!!
I really realised my mistake le.
Now i dont feel like enjoying or watever i used to told him.
Now all i want is to be with him.
I dont noe am i silly or wat.
But i noe tat is my final decision.
I noe he is tired to forgive me again n again..
Im really sorry...
Will i get this one more chance?
Or am i really taking for granted?
Hais...

things getting better?

or not?

i totally got not idea.

i dont wana recall when's the date when we both cried over the phone for an hr.

if he really choose our relationship to remain like this.

i got no comment.

anw..

he did asked me out for dinner aft tat night.

and tat night..

he lost 'our couple ring'

he even asked me 'how?'

well how?

search for it lahh..

i asked him 'will u search for it?'

he ans 'of coz lahh will search for it..'

wat does he mean by tat?

actually i do noes tat he still love me as much.

but i really dont wana be so tat confident.

coz if not i'll be the one crying over and over again.

so now..

we're still as usual contacting each other..

calling each other..

msging each other..

but i dont noe wat's our r/s..

and i dont wana ask him tat..

let it be watever we are now.

at least 'so-call' he got no right to be angry with me.

he got no right to scold me.

he got no right to quarrel with me.

at least im happy.

(:

i noe tat he can be my dream husband in the future.

perhaps now he cant be my perfect bf.

but now till future its still a long way to go.

well..

depends on fate ba during this long way.

(:

i glad tat i have great friends n sis ard me.

1 thing tat i will nv regret in my life.

thanks for replying my nonsense msg late in the night.

spending ur time 'counseling' me.

appreciate!

*loves

(:

well i do admit initially im kinda stubborn.

钻牛角尖

i sees no tmr for me..

but now?

i dont care abt wat will happen next!

as long as im enjoying and im happy RIGHT NOW!

(:

just caught movie with fadz faliq nad and nia.

we watched jennifer's body.

best!

and i felt no burden!

(:

finally back to work again tmr aft 3days off.

and im gg to off another 3days aft tmr!

wahh!

=D

im so busy.

with work.

with friends.

with enjoyment.

with everything!

SO MUCH things happened.

in a mth.

happy.

sad.

perhaps more to sad and unhappy to me.

14oct and 15oct

had our long-ago-planned chalet.

i treasured the 2d1n we spent tgt.

it really made me miss our marina days so tat much.

i believe the rest misses those days too.

we played.

we crazed.

we talked.

we laughed.

*loves!

(:

18oct

met dear.

worked graveyard 2days b4.

so i was kinda tired.

on tat day we're alr not in very good terms.

coz i assume he was unhappy with me gg home late aft my chalet.

so i dont dare to talk too much or to provoke him.

when its time to have dinner.

all i said is 'i got no idea where'

he fed up.

sent me home right away!

isn't is ridiculous?

hais.

things started to get worse.

but still..

i try to remain positive.

19oct

i helped to rush here and there.

taking bus is not free k..

to get ur things done.

tired de leh..

u seems like dont appreciate it.

no thank you..

n u always says i took thing for granted.

den wat r u doing to me?

20oct

went out with nia aft work.

y r u unhappy abt it?

i think i still have my right to have my freedom ba.

21oct to 23oct

dear like nv bother me at all.

to me.

he is my precious.

but who am i to him?

i dont noe.

i just feel i dont get wat i suppose to have.

y other couple can?

but i cant.

felt so hopeless.

suddenly i feel like wanting back single life.

feel like giving up.

24oct

went out aft work.

initially i msg him.

but as usual.

no reply frm him.

so i wana 'test' will he look for me?

will he worry abt me?

i divert all my calls.

finally he msged me asking where am i.

i called him back.

wat i got?

scoldings.

and he hanged up the call.

wth lor.

damn ridiculous.

i havent even got the chance to talk.

hais.

25oct

totally no mood to work.

cry in the bus.

cry in the train.

i dont gave a damn to those to stared at me.

tot can pretend not feeling well.

so tat i can escape the batam trip the next day.

coz initially my thinking is..

i got no mood to enjoy liao.

but second tot..

i better to out and relax myself.

if not i stay at home i'll think more cry more.

26oct

patch outing to batam.

tot he'll be there.

at least i can share my sadness.

but expected he wont go de lahh.

so forget it.

anw i saw chongmeng there.

lols.

shocked!

aft 1 whole day at batam.

played go kart.

went massage.

went shopping.

i enjoyed.

(:

came back and reached sg.

went over to dear's workplace.

tot can see him.

can talk to him.

i reached.

msged him.

he asked me to go home.

wat is my feeling?

i got no more feeling le.

i really dont noe wat to do.

29oct

cp crew outing 2009.

the worst crew outing i ever organised.

coz the crews are not supporting.

bored.

i almost cried just b4 the outing.

and cath realised it.

argh!

im ok lah.

anw i had lotsa fun too!

=D

i did wat i normal usually did.

msg him.

wake him up.

bla bla bla.

but still.

he is so cold towards me.

yup.

i really did my best.

i got the tots of giving up.

but i cant.

i really love him so much tat i cant bear to give him up.

im smiling laughing daily.

but who noes deep in my heart im crying so hard?

endless work tasks for me.

i really getting older very fast.

dont stress me le lahh!!

ytd i went over to paragon to help dear get E63 @ $48.

well he's not working ytd and today he's off and no need to back camp.

so he came to fetch me at paragon!

den we went bedok for dinner.

happy tat he came to fetch me.

hees.

=p

today not working.

b4 i noe today dear not gg camp.

i alr told saniyah tat im free to go out.

but when i noe dear not gg camp.

of coz lahh i chose to go out with dear.

so i told saniyah im not free le.

opps!

=x

met dear in thr afternoon.

exploring his new E63.

lols.

nv get to use the hp first.

i other time den use ba.

haa.

den we went bugis to have steamboat for dinner.

(:

not working today.

slept till abt 3pm den wake up.

its finally my off day aft 6working days.

tired~

yupp..

did not went anywhere and stayed at the whole day.

perhaps i did a very bad thing today.

well..

at 630pm.

fadz called me.

tot he wana ask me out for dinner or wat.

nv ever expected he will tell me this news..

he got transfered out.

to lido.

omg~

im sad for him.

and sad for the rest of them at marina.

y he will oso end up this kind of fate?

hais.

again..

my biggest worry is how are the rest gg to work and survive happily aft fadz got transfer out..

somemore tmr is his last day.

he is worst den me.

at least i got 2weeks notice.

him?

2days notice nia..

i find WTH lor.

aft fadz call and tell me.

i call haffis immediately.

i told haffis tat fadz become our 'orchard store gang' alr.

me-centrepoint

dennis-heeren

fadz-lido

haffis-forum

francis-forum

y most of the x-marina gang all got transferred to the orchard gang?

hmm..

good?

bad?

i dont noe.

i just hope tat fadz will happy at his future store ba.

jia you bro!

(:

my dear hor..

suddenly wana buy nokia E63 so much.

m1 is having promotion now.

$48.

he is so gan jiong until want me to help him get the phone tmr.

coz he scared over the weekends the promotion will over.

okie lor..

if tmr nothing goes wrong aft work.

will go over to paragon to get it.

and i can get used it first!

=p

let me start frm 2days back..

sat~

worked opening.

went back home aft work.

dear actually said dont wana meet coz he's tired and he wana meet his friends bla bla bla.

fine.

tired of arguing abt this topic again and again.

so i just guai guai stayed at home lor.

but abt 9pm dear called me up!

said ok he'll bring me to watch F1.

of coz im happy lah.

reached city hall.

damn lot of ppl.

we onli get to hear F1.

the security this yr is much much more.

so cant watch illegally like wat i did last yr.

haas.

well..

hear and feel the excitment awhile.

and went home le.

yupp.

he still wana go meet his friends.

i did not object and let him go.

reached home.

commentted sthg on msn.

den went to slp.

sun~

worked at 2pm.

surprisingly..

haffis msged me asking am i ok?

i really got no idea y did he ask me tat.

tot he hear sthg from whoever abt me.

den i think back.

recently i did nth wrong at work.

den wat he noe?!

i really dunno wat he noe.

i kept on asking him.

he said he hear nth.

just wana noe am i ok or not..

actually the fact is..

recently im really not ok.

but i tell no one.

except my dear lah!

how the hell he'll noe?

with my great imaginations and all my wild guesses.

i think he get to noe my feelings thru my msn msg?

i dont noe.

tats wat i guessed.

in the end i told him im not ok.

but not abt work.

not abt bf.

although he doesnt noe wat happen to me.

he still gave me words of encouragement.

im really felt so touched.

sincerely thank you..pakcikk

(:

today~

attached to juntion8.

kuyah dennis oso went there.

so long aft marina i worked with him!

finished at 6pm.

haffis and faliq came and look for me.

they wana bring me go walk walk to cheer me up.

went starbucks had a drink.

i wana order the drink tat i wanted!

cant rmb the name again!

called saniyah but she nv ans!

argh~

so i used my memory of wat saniyah told me.

i ordered "raspberry milk frappucino"

all the baristas looked at me with questions marks..

"wat drink is tat?"

den 1 of the baritas asked me "is it raspberry cream frappucino?"

i was like "OHH YA raspberry cream!!"

i was so paisehh lor...

=p

again..

thank you for ur effort..pakcikk

(:

im tired.

i told them im not physically tired.

im mentally tired.

but now..

im tired of crying.

cried till tired.

i just wana do things tat i wana do.

but seems like i dont have the chance.

y am i always being neglected?

i just feel tat i so unimpt..

today worked opening.

hate working opening coz i get to slp abt 2hrs?3hr?

did sthg crazy at work just now.

gobal went cold storage to buy 1 watermelon.

he cutted into pieces.

and half of it.

he blended in juice!

lols.

we're really trying to be funny.

if bosses get to pass by or wat..

all of head will be rolling on the floor!

im really not in the mood for anything n everything...

all i can conclude is..

i have a freaking and shity life~

but dont worry.

im alright.

i just wana destress.

i wana show everyone tat im a successful person in future.

sounds childish.

but im really serious abt it.

im really jealous and envy those who have wonderful life.

who's life there's nothing to worry abt.

when will be my turn to enjoy tat kind of life?

worked d day today.

received a nonsense call at 0730.

asked me nonsense qns.

bth him.

so bad ahh me.

we're colleagues ok..

=x

complete my crew schedule.
i already done 80% on my graveyard shift on sunday.

today down crew..

AGAIN~

always...

hais..

so had to helped out on floor..

i really dont know how to solve this prob.

i had been stressing abt this issue for abt 3mths ba.

until the aunties there said i slimed down le.

=x

they said 4mths ago when i just transferred to centrepoint.

they see me clubby clubby de.

now..

no more clubby le.

good?

or bad?

i went back to marina just now..

even saran oso said i slimed down le.

i said of coz lahh..

i at marina no much stress.

work happily eat happily.

but when im at centrepoint?

work stressfully and no mood to eat.

of coz lahh will slim down..

hais..

i dont realised i had slimed down.

but i did realised i getting older and older le.

well..

stress till old...

):

finished my schedule.

passed it to louise at dhoby mrt.

den went back to store.

sent something to forum with suresh.

coz the 2 of us did something wrong and need to settle it by this mth end.

im angry with him!

i got help frm haffis myself personally.

not frm louise thru regina!

ok!

i got a feeling that he tot im boss' pet!

im not ok!

i asked help frm haffis myself de hor!

argh~

another time BTH him..

reached forum.

i was talking to haffis halfway..

den..

suresh did something tat made me throw face!!

i turned n looked at haffis!!

my facial expression to him is:

IM PAISEH!!!

another another time BTH him!!!

talked to haffis abit longer.

abt ppl ard us..

i just cant understand y ppl will do things tat out of their mind and ruined their career?

aft short chit chat.

i took bus frm forum back to store.

coz im too tired to walk back!

while i was talking to haffis.

suresh alr walked back to store himself first.

when i reached store.

he havent reached yet.

haas.

i grabbed my bag n i chao lor.

cant be bothered.

=x

ya as i mentioned i went back to marina.

james oso went back!

so happy to see him.

suddenly i missed him.

missed those days when he was my boss.

):

sad to say..

most of them are complaining abt the new bosses.

hais..

pity them lahh..

but wat i can say is..

in the past james is far too kind towards them le.

so i think they still not used to it ba.

but i think the new boss oso far to much lahh..

hais..

aiya i dont care lahh!

im alr stressed abt my own prob le.

so no time and dont wana stress abt other ppl's prob!!

den met saniyah at city hall and went home tgt with her.

wana go slp le..

tired aft one whole day!

nights all~

(:

not working today.

nv go out.

stayed at home the whole day.

woke up ard 4pm.

lazed ard.

did nothing.

(:

well well well...

i had a GREAT weekend!

(:

met up my dearest jies for dinner on fri aft my opening shift.

(thanks robert who changed shift with me!)

not uploading pics.

coz yun, xiu and lu had uploaded in their blogs.

and all uploaded the same pics.

so pointless for me to upload.

LOLs!

hmm yupp..

all of us are heading towards different goals and aims.

our sisters love last forever (:

same..

i love and appreciate ladies talk tat night.

glad to hear stories how my 2 jies are taken =p

glad to share with my sis too how's my love life has been throughout these 2yrs.

how i changed.

how we made our r/s better.

yes im really an attention seeker.

not coz im loud.

but its my character.

perhaps iris is right ba.

i nv shared so much.

i just felt so *GLAD!

we nv felt drifted apart although we dont meet up often.

tats real sister love ba (:

anw..

i wana share to candid shots i took tat day =p

"the 3 gong gongs"

what the 2 of u try to siam?

sat worked 2pm to 11pm.

long time ever since i talked abt my work.

had been 4mths and 1wk at centrepoint le.

kind of used to it le.

no more grumblings le.

coz its really the fact le.

well i can say im more stress.

coz louise really want us to be responsible for everything.

or i think in the past james is too lenient le ba.

im trying to learn more things.

im trying to learn from mistakes.

im trying not to repeat mistakes.

just hope wish and pray to go for next level (:

sun graveyard shift.

thanks dear sending me to work.

*loves!

mon not working.

went bugis with dear.

we went pai pai.

den i went to get a new phone for myself!

finally i owned a PINK hp!

sony ericsson T707

(:

i suddenly came across my 21st bdae card from them.

so touched.

8mths plus ago i teared when i first received while i read the card.

and now i read it again.

i teared again.

i rmb the feeling how shocked and surprised i were when i received the present.

i teared.

y am i still tearing aft so long?

happy 24th.

(: